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There Is No Spoon

Victims, aren't we all?

Bashing yourself is so last week. And so fourth grade. I keep trying to learn to be part of the solution and I keep forgetting. (So much easier, not to). Writing a tell-all diary would be exhausting. I guess that's why they get ghost-writers.

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